Restless

I know.
I know what you've been saying.
This game you've set up.

I wish we could talk.

But we both know thats not possible.
&& I know you're not worth it.
Because you're gonna say nothing but lies.
The lies i've withstood from you.
Really, of all the people.
I would've expected more from you.
Someone i used to look up to.
The one i used to admire //

Maybe some part of me just hopes you'd still be honest.
But i know its too late.
Because what you did, was something even i cant excuse.

Yet why am i still so restless?
Still searching for an answer.